I was consumed with bitterness and anger, uncertain of where it spawned from or why.  Only that I felt pure rage inside and at the surface like never before....

I stumbled home, into my world, which had kept me safe long ago.

I wanted to tear my room apart, shred my clothes into smithereens....

Shatter all my most prized possessions and begin anew.....

To find a jerk who deserved to feel the impact of my punch, throwing him into the red blindness of his own blood.  

The question is why?  For I am a being of Light, dedicated to improving myself, the rest of the world, and spreading Love. 

I finally realized that in my desire to connect with so many others around the world something darker had begun to come back inside me, ever so quietly. 

For now I must step back, away from the children of the world into my private lair inside, built in the old days of Atlantis, centuries past.  I will restore my soul to the purity I know to still be deep within......

And then, I shall walk with the rest of the Elders out into the world,

Bring about the great wave of Light encompassing the globe.

Then, in that one moment, We shall lead the squabbling children back.....Back to where it all began and the new age will begin, never again broken. 

We shall lead them.....

Home.......