Wednesday, June 4, 2003
I am home after being away for the first time in 11 months.....
I am reborn, at peace, happy
and FREEE
This trip was filled with many adventures as I was "in Seattle painting the town Scorpio Red" which
rejuvinated me. This along with seeing Neil for the first time in nearly a year was amazing. The rituals performed,
messages shared and the momentum felt between us both. I feel a renewed sense of balance insiade and the drive to now,
more than ever RUN ON!!!

Monday, November 25, 2002
A Thought on Journey
"Make voyages! Attempt them! There's nothing else."
-Tennessee Williams

Tuesday, November 18, 2002
And so on this most beautiful Full Moon and Lunar Eclipse I release it all, my home most
of all! I'm on the current search for a new nest, this time in DC. I know not what shall come next but feel a
sense of excitement and anticipation. I surrender it all! I know that all will come in time as its meant to be
and I'll continue to Love it all!
XXX:-)

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July 4, 2002 |
July 4, 2002
LET FREEDOM RING!!!
And so, once again Neil and I found our place at our own Club Freedom! I awoke a week ago and
said to myself, "I'm going to California next week." And baby, here I am! Once again, I'm with Neil celebrating
our freedom inside as well along with all other areas of our lives. The last time we were together was 6 months ago
for the new year. I remember talking, saying how excited I was for the new year and couldn't wait to see what new challenges
and adventures the universe had in store for me. I never could have imagined what was in store for the both of us and
how different both of our lives would be. After supporting each other from afar for so long, we've gathered together
again to celebrate our own independence and the new boundariews we've crossed.

June 25, 2002 10:07PM
THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!!
I LOVE IT!!! I am so very excited about the coming adventures! Life always has many in
store for me but after almost 6 months of carrying on alone I'll be rejoining my fellow Eagle in CA! This weekend will
be magical. Saturday I'll be going to see Cher in DC with my good friend Jeff and then we're off to Velvet to dance
the night away! Early the next morning I'll be taking off for CA to see Neil for a week! I love it all on thus
journey and am truly blessed! Thank you for this moment and your love!

June 15, 2002
I'VE GOT MY PRIDE
AND NO ONE'S GONNA TAKE IT AWAY!
Last weekend was DC's annual Gay Pride Celebration! And what a celebration it was! On
Saturday was the parade down P St over to 17th St. I was there, cheering and screaming for all the floats! That
night I joined the celebration dancing the night away at Velvet Nation! It was a wonderful night with good music in
both rooms and on the outside dancefloor. A shining moment came for me @ 3am (how perfect!) when I was dancing in the
blue room and suddenly Mel C's "I Turn To You" came on. The last time I heard that song was months earlier in CA with
Neil! That has always been 1 of our special songs together. For on this journey we all have others we turn to
and he is that for me. I love the message of the words of the song and besides that, its got a great beat and lots of
fun to dance to!
On Sunday I was up early and out in the morning sun on Pennsylvania Avenue for the festival.
I had a wonderful time out there and was also able to dance up onstage which was an amazing thing for me.
Who would have thought years ago when I was alone, hiding from people, fat and being teased, and
being attacked for who I was that I would be up there doing that! It felt great to be up there. I saw many
people I knew throughout the day and even got to meet Peter Paige (Queer as Folk's "Emmett")backstage! It was great
fun and a symbol not just of gay pride for me but pride all over for being true to myself and living life for me, making it
better each day!

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Peter Paige of Showtime's "Queer as Folk" |
June 3, 2002
This year marks the 2nd in a row for the Tony's! Once again my dear friend Alanna and I head
up to New York for this exciting event. Though this was a shorter trip for me than normal it was filled with much excitement,
adventure, and wonderful surprises. We saw Whoopi Goldberg and Bill Pullman up close and had wonderful seats.
I also had a blast driving in the city! It was another shining moment for us just being there with the same
NRG as all those other wonderful people who work in the arts. The NRG of the city itself was more magnificent than ever
and could very well be the future nesting pad of this Eagle! Here's to Love and and adventure always!!!

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Venice Beach, CA |
August 17, 2001 I am in Venice, CA with Neil and I love it!!! The Eagle energy
is higher than ever between the 2 of us! The weather is so wonderful and bright! The connection I feel between mind and body
is exquisite now and I can't imagine not feeling this way again! I leave tomorrow night for VA and will arrive early Sunday
morning at which time I shall be moving down to Richmond. I shall carry these messages and gifts the universe has sent me
while I've been here, most of all the friendship of a beautiful soul on this planet...Neil. I've watched him here; these last
few days thriving and showing me this wonderful life he has here...and as always...I LOVE IT AND WILL NEVER STOP IT!! Expect
big updates and LOTS of pictures here of both us and the friends met sharing the joy in this life. "There is so much happiness
don't ever stop!"

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