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I'm Angry for all the broken toys of our youth.....
I'm angry for all of the attention you
got and never appreciated....
I'm angry for the time mom spent worrying about you when she should have me....
I'm angry
for the time lost between us......
I'm angry for all the fights, scrapes, bruises, and mean things said to one another.....
I'm angry for all the times you criticized me to make yourself feel better......
I'm angry that you made me feel like
I wasn't good enough because of your harsh words.....
I'm angry I allowed your words made feel something was wrong with
me.....
I'm angry you still don't fully accept me for who I am......
I'm angry for all of your messes I've had to
clean up because you were too lazy......
I'm angry you still dont appreciate all the little things I do and only see the
negative side.....
I'm angry everyone still worries about you first and me second......
I'm angry you don't have any
fun in your own life so think I should have none.......
I'm angry that we may never be as close as Id like.......
I'm
angry for all the mean, hurtful things you say to me in the name of humor......
I'm angry for the way you treat mom and
take her for granted......
I'm angry you're too jealous to see me for me and be happy for me.....
I'm Afraid.........
I'm afraid one day I'll say all this to you and it will drive you even further away from me.....
Written on July 12, 2001
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