I feel like all of that has been forgotten because I am pursuing my destiny of light and they
dont care. Tom barely acknowledges my existence as a human being here in the
house with him. He told me they all hate me.
Mom said they dont and thats what he said about me to them. It still hurts very deeply insidein a very quiet place
which has not been hurt in a long time.
Once again I am 6 years old, standing in the hallway
in Ron's apartment looking down the hall at their bedroom, knowing Tom is in bed with them, a complete family.
A family without me.....
The question is what do I do this time? Do I go and get into bed with them? Do I go back to my couch
and feel sad, alone, isolated and abandoned once again? Or.........Do I go put
my clothes on and walk out the door?
The answer I hear my spirit giving me is an exciting,
scary and very sad one all at the same time. But, as always I shall FLY ON
Fly for none but me....
Fly to my new family....
My family of light.
Written on March 21, 2002 at 2:15 AM
